I'm starting to think that there is someone higher up there that is trying to give me a sign that we should stop this whole process. I'm so tired of waiting to be a mom. I just want it to happen already. Is that too much to ask????? Are you listening up there????
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I hear ya, Kelly. Our dossier got there a month after yours. I feel like I can't go on much longer. This wait is driving me insane...
And because all our docs expired and we have to redo and wait for my husband's taxes to be done, we are guaranteed another 3 months or so with no referral, as that's about how long it will take us to get everything up to date. I don't know how I will make it that long knowing there's no hope for a referral. I cry every day. I feel so pathetic.
Claire
This process sure makes one question the difference between holding on to faith and holding on to a crazy dream. I am still working on believing that in the end, faith will result in happy outcomes for most (along with an amazing form of tenacity many others may not learn in their lifetimes).
Please hold on, it will happen! I was in the depths of despair and really couldn't go on any longer when we got the phone call for Josina. I promise you friend, it will happen. I know how hard this is and know that you will be an amazing mom. Hold on. You can do this, it will be so worth the heartache and struggle.
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